Friday, February 19, 2010

My horoscope said...

...exactly what I needed it to say...

"After a whirlwind of family, friends and activities, your soul is requiring much needed quiet times. What you crave now is inner peace but also to be in an artistic element. Do remember though dear Capricorn ,that this quiet time is not to be critical of how much or little you do. Enjoy it for what it becomes".

Read this in the local newspaper over a glass of dark Erdinger ale along side my husband and he couldn't agree more. It is through his own personal experiences with me after all our time together, that only he can detect the little idiosyncrasies emananating from me that other's cannot. He know's the signs..I think I'm still trying to figure them out...

I can't quite explain it,..but why should I, it is what it is..it's my way of downtime. I guess I am a true Capricorn in that way. Keep it simple and do what I want when I want and how I want it. Control..period!

What do I do on my time..alone..well..a Cappy can be quite secrative, not that anything I do should be deemed a secret, it's not exciting nor evil. What will I do over this weekend? A few things I know of and need to do for sure. I want to pick up my guitar,..play a little,..I need to write, I need to paint, play with Samson, have Kimba and Boo on my lap, I want to do some caligraphy and whatever else comes to mind this weekend. This is a culmination of comforts stuffed into a scant couple of days, so,..it should be mine and I don't feel greedy about wanting to own some time to myself.

This is partof myself that I have shared here for those who choose to read this blog, it's not that big of a secret now is it? I'll answer that for you, "No, it is not." Yet, what makes you and I different is the fact that I am self critical. I write, paint, play, but find it hard to share for deeming anything I do outside of work, with family and friends..not"good" enough to put out there for anyone else to see. I am my own Judge and believe I always will be. I am working on that. Perhaps after this weekend, well...we'll let the Judge decide....

2 comment(s):

Anonymous said...

Everything we do is "good enough" for whomever we choose to share it with. Otherwise, why would we be sharing it with them in the first place. Be your own Judge. I see no problem with that. Just be wary of being your own Jury, as well, and sentencing yourself unduly.

Mystz said...

LOOK at these beautiful clouds..how long can I carry the lead?

Up up and away Rabbit..while one spell fades another is cast...God Speed...x0x0x

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